I started this blog because I wanted to share myself as I was opening up and realizing more and more about myself from perspectives and dimensions of me I had never seen or considered before but that came up within me with such fervor and as such natural common sense. It was my point of view, my perspective, and how I understand things and truly it was like pieces of a puzzle finally coming into their place and I could see the bigger picture of what I have been walking all my life.
The way I got to this point was through and as self-forgiveness. Self-forgiveness was how I released myself from my self-created limitations and beliefs that kept me trapped in a diminished sense of self. Self-forgiveness was the key to my internal cage and in freeing myself with self-forgiveness I began to understand myself as life, and so life as a whole, much more clearly. And truly self-forgiveness allowed me to remember the innocence and purity of all and that all can and have been forgiven as each was born innocent.
So with that said, self-forgiveness, as it was referred to in Desteni as "the self-realization button" truly allowed me to real-eyes myself. And here I am.
So I plan to share more real-time blogs of what I am currently walking and how I am seeing things and directing myself and my world with the support of self-forgiveness which in essence is the process of taking responsibility for yourself as the creator of all that is here, and all that has always been here. It is the process of re-membering ourselves.
For tonight - just a flow of self-forgiveness and clearing out what is here:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that who I am, and what this world is, will always be and there really isn't anything more to it instead of seeing, realizing, and understanding that there is more to this existence then I could even possibly imagine and that I have the ability to know myself, as this existence, through and through
I forgive myself that I have not yet allowed myself to take responsibility for all that is here as what I face, experience, and see in each moment, within me, and within this world as a whole
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to underestimate the power of self-forgiveness as the gift I give myself of life and to rather instead wait for a savior or something apparently greater than me to save me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe there is anything greater than me instead of realizing this accepted self-definition is the basis of enslavement
I forgive myself that I have not yet allowed myself to stand equal to all that exists as the alpha and omega of existence
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as inferior or separate to all that is as this existence in thinking and believing that the "more" that is here is "more" than me instead of realizing I am the more that is here but I have simply forgotten, or never truly realized, who I am in fact
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself for forgetting or for not realizing who I am and to think and believe I deserve punishment for not standing responsible for life as I know I am
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that condemnation has a place in existence instead of seeing, realizing, and understanding that with the gift of self-forgiveness, we never need to punish ourselves or each other again, that we always have a ready-made solution available to let go and start again... that it is okay if we make mistakes and get things wrong because, in our willingness to forgive, we are allowing ourselves to learn and fall down and not know it all in one moment
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a strict parent unto myself wherein I do not allow myself room to make mistakes and to get things wrong and to fuck up and instead think and believe I must be perfect the first time around when perhaps this is truly my first time around and that here is my window of opportunity to learn who I am as I am growing and evolving
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to condemn myself for what I did in ignorance instead of giving myself the grace of self-forgiveness and in doing so, giving others the grace of forgiveness and understanding as well
I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand how self-forgiveness is the key to world peace
I forgive myself that I have not yet allowed myself to see, realize and understand that self-forgiveness is the key to the freedom of life
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait for the world to change instead of changing myself with self-forgiveness and thus being a living example of a way to the realization of who I am as life and so what is possible within/as life as what is best for all
I forgive myself that I have not yet allowed myself to realize the utmost potential of life is what all can in fact live and express and be what is best in every moment, in this life, even in this moment here and now
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I have the key to this existence through/as my self-forgiveness as the act of taking responsibility for myself AS existence
I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I will not be granted access to Life if I do not in fact GIVE myself Life through self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that I have not yet allowed myself to realize, see and understand the direct route I have to who I really am is through/as self-forgiveness
I commit myself to script myself through self-forgiveness and giving myself the ability and freedom to live and express
I commit myself to becoming the living example that shows the effectiveness of self-forgiveness
I commit myself to live self-forgiveness as who I am, through my thought, word, and deed - here as I write and each moment as I breathe and with others as I understand and stand in their shoes
I commit myself to creating peace within and without, through and as self-forgiveness
I commit myself to becoming the living example that self-forgiveness is the solution the world has been waiting for
